All I swore I am

March 26, 08

Reeds and burning grass bend down in-
Satanic devotion-
By winds of my fanatical and deprived emotions,

Goddess Sun is spilling her tears upon us-
Crying, ‘Mother Lamb,’-
Slew in mortal battles in weapons of teeth,


Killing the beginning, rooting up Willow-
Burning sap of life-
Trying to get high-
Bark dying, stripping our desires so we
Lay naked, despicable sinned Adam and Eve.
Sleeping in hate-
Nightmares awake-


Leaves are changing falling down-
Within ourselves-
We drink up our own souls with greed,

Poisoned clear, like ecstasy, rain down-
Clean and clear-
As clean as tree boughs marked in cross fixation

-- Explanation
For the over all theme, it is the dying of people, of nature, how we are overall killing ourselves, and the nature.

”Reeds and burning grass bend down in-
Satanic devotion-
By winds of my fanatical deprived emotions,”

--We are killing the people, the nature, by crazy no back up emotions, just our own insanity, no point, no reason "fanatical deprived emotions"

”Goddess Sun is spilling her tears upon us-
Crying, ‘Mother Lamb,’-
Slew in mortal battles in weapons of teeth,”

--Sun is spilling her tears, goddess, for the destructions seen, ‘Mother Lamb’ is another word for
"She Who Birthed The World-And From Her Love and Joy came Man" Sorta like story if you see.
"Slew in mortal battles in weapons of teeth," is just the reference of the brutality of humans, the sheer no mercy
(weapons of teeth) seeing as we think of teeth as a crude way of violence. And mortal battles, yes well is people.

”Killing the beginning, rooting up Willow-
Burning sap of life-
Trying to get high-
Bark dying, stripping our desires so we
Lay naked, despicable sinned Adam and Eve.
Sleeping in hate-
Nightmares awake-”

--Killing the beginning is just reference to our destroying ourselves, to the very core.
The willow is just because of the tree's well known-ness. Sap, just keeping up the tree,
burning and trying to get high is two things: High for one of placing ourselves as such holy people,
as if we control; and also of the stupidity that comes with being intoxicated 'high'.
Bark dying is keeping up with the tree, stripping away our desires of a pure world, protected (like bark protects the tree)
and I say a Adam and Eve sinned more because of now they do not lie naked (as the Christian story tells)
in innocence and unknowing, but in lust and adulterous sin. The next two lines just help imagine that.

“Leaves are changing falling down-
Within ourselves-
We drink up our own souls with greed,”

--Leaves are changing is mentioning the cycle, how we are falling down in it, and how ultimately, keeping on we destroy ourselves

”Poisoned clear, like ecstasy, rain down-
Clean and clear-
As clean as tree boughs marked in cross fixation”

--The poison is clear, because...we cannot see it. Or most don't. So chosen to be blind
And ecstasy is mere mention of the dangerousness, and also how ecstasy is so...I hate to say,
but normal in knowledge of its use, that it almost doesn't carry the slur it should anymore. Hence the line "clean and clear"
I have as clean as the boughs marked in cross fixation because I wanted to use the word bough keeping the tree form,
nature. And cross is merely mention how we do this in the name of humanity...not necessarily for the religious point.