Jan 26, 08
I’m falling
Higher- Higher
Again
You keep
Desire- Desire
Again
Unworthy, of your love again
Untrusting, unsure of again
Unbelieving, I’m dying again
Touching me
No safety-No safety
Again
Holding me
Against me- Against me
Again.
Thrashing, fighting again
Hurting, the pain again
Dying, again and again
Stopping you
Destroying- Destroying!
Again
Begging you
Destroying- Destroying!
Again
My abuse story.
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And there is no rhyme and pattern in pain
And there is no meaning in emptiness
Hollowed out
Gutted out
What proof can I offer?
I’m too scared.
Too scared! Can only re live myself
Destroying, and destroyed.
My abuse story.
I Believe in Beautiful Words
About Me
- Color Changed
- "I write like people doodle and sing in the shower. All the time, anything, yet always seemingly less than adequate." -Me. Blogs are here for me to put random thoughts And for random people to read? That seems idiotic and futile. What do I gain from my out-put? Surely you gain nothing from this in-put If I keep rambling on and on, will you keep reading? That seems foolish. Why are you wasting time? And why am I? . (Not all poetry may be listed in the right order or writing, follow the dates at the beginning of each writing. Inconvenience I know- Oh well-)
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