Sometimes it's even...

Breathe,
And choke.
Cry,
But smile...
You swear-
You're doing it right.

That you're holding on,
baby just keep holding on,
For a good reason.
It'll be worth it,
worth it for love,
But it isn't worth it.

You just don't know it yet.

Submission,
Because you're scared -
That you'll control.

Funny,
That trickery.
Those lies.
You already knew the lies.
Blackly, you say say-
It's fine. Sometimes it's even...

Beautiful.